Is it possible to split myself into two pieces? One piece would be here in Paris, enjoying life. The other one would be in Stockholm, closer to family and friends, having a job, an apartment, having a way much better quality of life when it comes to health, work, salary and benefits. Happy in heart and miserable living….quality living and..I really don’t know. Thousand…million….billion of questions are stuck in my head and I really don’t know where to begin or what to do. I’ve been living in a shield the last months and now I’m facing the bitter truth. I’ve got 6 weeks to get on my feets but I got too many heavy things on my shoulders and I just can’t handle everything by myself. It’s impossible. Status: confused.